Tiring.
And sometimes people don't really like your presence.
The world can be a better place.
Monday, October 6, 2008
Thursday, October 2, 2008
18th Birthday! :D
I am finally eighteen!!! :)
Had a wonderful night with my classmates at Fish & Co. on the day of my birthday.
Never had such a unique birthday celebration before.
Really thank all of you who were there! :) (including Carline's sis)
Oh and we visited the Istana since we had to wait for some people who were late :P
So our dear Mr Xue is now extremely proud after being able to take a photo with Mr Nathan.
Notice Mr President in the background? (this is not photoshopped)
Anyway there were many people celebrating their birthdays at Fish & Co. too.
And I just realised that the staff in Fish & Co. have their own way of singing a birthday song.
Very interesting. Except that the birthday boy had to stand on his chair and hold a sparkler while the rest sang the song.
Oh but that did not happen to me. I would say I got something better :)
Some of them wrote a note to the live band there to dedicate a Happy Birthday song to me!
How sweet! XD
I still thought they were trying to make me go on stage or something.
I would be so shy and abashed.
But it was really nice la. Having your friends with you on your birthday, and the whole restaurant knowing that its your birthday. :)
Haha. And Shir made me stand on my chair to blow the candle on the weird but tasty cake.
Lol. Then after that we went to Cathay to watch a movie preview.
House Bunny.
Kh must be fantasising or something throughout the show. Tsk tsk. XD
It was more of a very hilarious show with lots of sexual references. Lol.
And its only PG.
Haha. Will upload pictures on some other server some time. Blogger is getting slow.
Once again, thanks a lot to all those who wished me and also spent the night with me! :)
Friday, September 26, 2008
Sucks
What do you do if someone keeps digging at your wrongdoings?
What if you are being stereotyped for something bad that has happened before although you have tried to change?
Life sucks.
And to think you said you will treat me better.
Really?
The whole world knows all the bad things I have done to them.
Does the world know about what you have done to me?
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Lost
Its just so difficult to believe what has just happened.
Totally unbelievable.
It is seriously making me lost.
Can't I even say my opinions?
Must I follow what you think?
It just doesn't make sense, does it?
Saying is much easier than doing.
And its totally contradicting.
Want me to be nice to him but also want me to betray and complain about him when he does wrong.
Makes sense?
You want to care about us.
But you just think the tangible stuff.
Do you try to accomodate our views and feelings?
You say I am irrational and talking rubbish.
You mean yours is totally logical?
I may be explosive, blunt and hot-tempered.
But I am like that when I see something I totally disagree.
When you shout and get worked up, you say you are like that, there's no choice.
Do I then have a choice?
Humans usually work on instincts and reflexes, don't they?
So if its my instinct to start yelling, I can't really help it right?
If you can be patient with his attitude and arguements,
you mean I am not entitled to that patience?
You think its so simple so as to just complain to you when something is amiss.
Some things are better left alone.
And some are manageable by myself.
If you keep seeing the ugly side of me, but don't know the other side,
Then I am sorry. You are mistaken.
It's difficult to not hold grudges against something you disagree...
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Photos
Long time since photos appeared here right?
So now I shall post some :)
A card that I made for Mr Tong's farewell. The largest I have ever made. A3 size folded half.
Its 3D!!! :D
Some lame pop up to help make it less boring. Lol.
Cute and tiny floorball sticks.
Some floorballs which look more like golf balls to me.
My cousin.
She posed for this.
Like a Frederick.
Isnt she cute...
Some fireworks festival a week after National Day at the floating platform.
I like this one. :)
A rose( for NO ONE!!!) made out of eraser dust. Yes it can be done. :D
A pile of shit made from the same material.
A magnetic board made from cardboard and magnetic sheets for Mr Lim.
"The words can be moved!!!" :O
Our proud signatures. Took 5 hours plus okay.
Can be hung on the wall too! :)
A damn nice message board done by Sai Meng for the CHS teachers.
Secretly hung it on the wall in the staff lounge before Teachers' Day.
Very nice. :D
A birthday card for my Godpa. :D
A pop up birthdat cake inside!!!
The underneath of the cake. Took 2 hours wor.
My message. Written on paper and cut out along the edges.
The overall of the inside.
The final of the outside. Its a photo frame!!! :)
From wrapping paper....
To a small box!
The card inside the box.
Ta da!
:D Hope you like it!
Sunday, September 7, 2008
Dumb.
It's torturing you. And you still do it.
It makes you cry. And you still do it.
It's doomed to be futile. And you still do it.
It's not going to bother him. And you still do it.
It's uncertain if he is ever touched. And you still do it.
It's hardly improving. And you still do it.
It's heartbreaking. And you do it.
It's the Universe's dumbest thing. And you still do it.
Why?
It's senseless. Stupid. Dumb.
To pursue something that you find imperative.
But he does not think so.
So it's your fault for being too sensitive. Too emotional.
Why can't you just give up?
Because it's too hard to swallow?
Or it's difficult to accept the fact?
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Over......
Oh wells, the nats are over.
Yesterday was the last match of the season for us.
Basically we were so close to getting into the semis, but due to inconsistency, we allowed the RJ game to be lost. :(
But at least we can be sure that we have indeed left an impression in the A Division.
The team that doesn't give up.
The team that goes all out.
The team that fights back strongly.
The team that is strong and united.
The team that has made its worth in NJ.
The team that has improved the most since last season.
Most of all, the team that has made my life so much more enjoyable.
Thanks guys! :D
Come to think of it, its quite sad to see the season end just reasonably well.
And also that my time in NJC Floorball has kinda ended.
We know we could have done better but if this is fate, let's just accept it.
I will seriously miss the times we had in the gym,
playing out hearts out,
talking nonsensical stuff at the grandstand,
doing suicide runs and upper body training,
having dinner after training,
hugging each other after scoring a goal,
the words of encouragement everyone gives,
the girls and their weird gang,
the hard shots that leave red patches,
the words of wisdom from coach.
Nevertheless, I will want to go back to help out anytime I can.
At least I make myself useful right?
And it can also make sure my stickwork doesn't go rusty.
Leaving is such a painful experience. But leaving knowing that you have done your best is not.
Saturday, July 5, 2008
A good friend is hard to find, but easy to lose.
"You cannot say you've lost a friend. If a friendship is capable of ending, it is because it never existed."
"A friend is someone who reaches for your hand, but touches your heart."
"A real friend will tell you when you have spinach stuck in your teeth."
"Friends are forever, you might lose them but you'll never forget them "
"Friendship is not friendship without trust, without it I walk alone."
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Sunday, June 29, 2008
Nationals
hurray!!! the nationals are coming in 4 days time!
looking forward to it a whole lot!
after so many months of training and hardwork, hopefully it pays. :)
being drawn against rj and vj isnt sth to be joyous abt,
though heard dat rj is now quite lousy and mi is stronger.
whatever the case, i think if we do put in our best, 100% effort,
we will be able to at least get through to the semis.
as coach always said, now its only based on "on-court" performance.
no one cares how many goals you score during training.
no one cares how many perfect passes you can make during training.
no one cares if you can do an airhook.
the only thing that really matters now is on court.
i jus really hope that i will perform up to my highest standard and do my coach, my school and most importantly my team well.
and of course, i wont mind having supporters coming down. :D it really helps.
for details of the matches jus refer to the njc floorball blog.
sdie track a bit, my cts havent been really ideal.
although i passed my chem shockingly, its really demoralising to see how some people can score so much more than you.
take a highly intelligent person in my class for example. XUE WEI JIAN.
haha. i think you must be shocked your name is here.
this guy here scored an A for all his h2 subjects. getting an average score of 80.
dun you think dats absurd?!
insanity! goodness gracious me.
i just wish i had his brain.
oh wells, i guess i shall stop here. still have my chemical bonding to do. sian.
wish me luck for nats! :)
ONE FOR ALL, ALL FOR ONE. Let's GO NJC!!
:D
Friday, May 23, 2008
Lazy...
Haha. Lots of people have been asking me to update. Lazy la. XD
Really very sian.
cts, training, scorching heat, A divs, prelims...
so many things to do, so little motivation to fulfil.
first, cts are horrendous! chem's the greatest killer!
then gp, physics n econs (on par i guess)
n maths is perfectly jus managable i think (fingers crossed)
hopefully, my results will not b as sucky as my promos.
they were totally disgusting.
but cts are now over n its time to play! :D
i have been looking forward to this period for such a long time.
jus focus the heart on floorball, training, fitness, a teeny weeny little bit of revision n relax!
n to relax after the cts, guess wad, we went sentosa on a 35°C day!
WOW!! now everyone is plagued with burns all over. lol.
photos will be uploaded at a later date. or refer to http://www.pasteurize.blogspot.com/
it was quite enjoyable.
mainly in the sea, or playing some weird game shalene loves & a little frisbee.
yups. dats all. in the sun for 6 hours. dats crazy.
after dat went vivo to eat at BK.
well i must say post-cts feels great!
relaxing, RELATIVELY stress-free, yups.
Oh and nic soo must be very proud of the present i gave him.
i noe u love it nic! :D from me and sl.
lol.
ahhh. its freaking warm. the weather is horrendous. i think i shall end here.
dunno wad to write. lol. i am not a very literature person u noe. haha.
enjoy yr hols! :D
Thursday, March 20, 2008
Long time no post...
haha. long time since i posted. very tired mah. floorball and stuff...
anyway, tmrs gonna b quite a scary day.
we will be playing against ngee ann poly in a frenly. and it sounds hilarious.
1) they play in the top leagues and we are like underdogs.
2) all of them are big sized and aggressive. no chance for us. (jus look at me... :S)
3) they hav 40 ppl in their team. we are ald struggling to make it 10 ppl for our team.
haha. its going to b a difficult match as u can see. haiz.
the team is like being plagued with lots of injuries and absentism (which i strongly condemn) i hav not missed a single training without valid reason ok! :D
now we hav to only rely on the j1s and hope they can pick up the game fast.
den we can get them to join us for nationals :D
back to school, its really stressful.
so much assignments and work to do. esp econs essays. total nightmare.
top it up with floorball training and caal, really not much air to breathe.
but then, i hav to say training is a good way for me to relax and unwind.
i always look forward to them, esp court trainings.
anyway, kp's toe is much better and he can run without much difficulty ald. haha. good for him.
for those who din noe, he dislocated his middle toe. looked gruesome.
oh and it seems like scandals between 07s12 and 07s08 are heating up.
lots of scandals sprouting over the weeks. haha. and of course i am NOT involved. :D
(and i WONT want to be)
anyway i wont b releasing the names lest some ppl come after me. :P haha.
well jus to sum it all up, school has been rather boring. everyone seems to hav lost the motivation to study and are all looking forward to weekends.
e only thing i like? Floorball. XD
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Quotes
Ability can take you the top, but it takes character to keep you there.
Zig Ziglar
"When one door closes another door opens; but we often look so long and so regretfully upon the closed door, that we do not see the ones which open for us."
Alexander Graham Bell
"Go for the moon. If you don't get it, you'll still be heading for a star."
Willis Reed
"Thousands of candles can be lighted from a single candle, and the life of the candle will not be shortened. Happiness never decreases by being shared."
Siddhartha Guatama Buddha
"I never expect to lose. Even when I'm the underdog, I still prepare a victory speech."
H. Jackson Browne
Success
Don't Quit
"When things go wrong as they sometimes will
When the road you're trudging seems all up hill.
When funds are low and the debts are high.
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh.
When care is pressing you down a bit.
Rest, if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns.
As everyone of us sometimes learns.
And many a failure turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out:
Don't give up though the pace seems slow -
You may succeed with another blow.
Success is failure turned inside out -
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt.
And you never can tell how close you are.
It may be near when it seems so far:
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit
It's when things seem worst that you must not QUIT.
Author unknown
Distributed compliments of Brian Tracy
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
Floorball Notice Board Rocks!
our notice board. notice the huge stick out of the board? haha. took 7 hours to do!
a brighter version.
the logo from Valhal
the excos names.
My Cute Cousins!
my cousin Jia Jing. he noes how to play Bingo wor!!! :))
concentrating hard to listen to the numbers. haha.
another cousin. pasting a plaster. and with style some more. :D
cute? bet she's cuter than sl :P
Nightwalk at Clarke Quay
notice the very creative figures in this decoration?
the fountain with lots of lights. very nice! :)
wheelchairs and operating tables for a meal anyone?
scandals!!! XD
the night scene at clarke quay.
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